FINAL STUDY WEEK LAST SEMESTER FOUNDATION IIUM

Banyak benda berlaku dalam satu minggu.

My father went to Mecca to perform hajj. I went back home to send him along with my other siblings to the Tabung Haji Complex at Kuala Terengganu. As I typing this, rasa sebak masih ada, mengingatkan waktu adik-beradik semua salam one by one peluk cium ayoh. Sebak sebab selama hidup 20 tahun atas dunia, tak pernah berpeluang macam orang lain, peluk cium ayoh sendiri dengan gembiranya. 

Sambil tu, I look around.

Tambah sebak, keluarga lain biarpun menangis, peluk cium ketawa bersama. I hope, someday we will be like that. Plan, bercuti bersama. 

Not only I even think of having liburan bersama, I hope one day our family, sempat berkumpul, solat jemaah bersama, makan bersama dengan gembira, and melihat my mother happy just like another mother. Tersenyum bahagia bersama. I once, pernah cakap dekat one of my best friends, ada beza between happy takde duit tapi ada keluarga, biarpun duit adalah segalanya dikala realiti hidup kini. Sebab, me myself merasa perkara itu. Biarpun takde duit, we have each other. 

Hati menangis tika memeluk seorang bapa, aku sempat merasa perasaan tatkala itu antara perasaan paling ikhlas juga sedih beserta harapan menggunung untuk bahagia. Aku tak reti bahasa berbunga, enough with just a simple words to explain what is the real feeling aku rasa masa tu. 

Hope, dengan adanya hope, bak kata Presiden Snow dalam The Hunger Games, boleh bunuh perasaan takut. So contempt it. 

To be continued, 

And I get ready within two days to come back to Kuala Lumpur to perform my duty as a student. 

Rasa malas, penat tapi sabar. Nak menuntut ilmu seriusly perlu banyak bersabar. I keep pushing myself, sabar satu sem je lagi tinggal. Kuadkan semangat. Rasa putus asa tolak tepi. 

Allah bersama orang yang bersabar. So, balik ke KL semula with my brother and mother ikut sekali jejalan. Kami singgah ke Paka melawat my two blood-brothers yang kerja di Petronas Paka. Sempat lepak tepi pantai sekejap. Dah lama rasanya tak spend time masa macam tu bersama keluarga. I think I am still not ready yet to share what is really happening in my family life.

So, sekembalinya saya dari kampung, lily ke gombak. Jumpa geng lama, rasa rindu sedikit hilang tapi diganti dengan perasaan berkobar nak habiskan study dekat foundation ni. Ke sana bukan suka-suka, ada kerja untuk assignment Linguistics. We had so much fun though. Siap temu-ramah people, we split. Me and the group mate for the work. I went to see my friends, and walked really far to reach her mahallah. So, I have another experience going to uiam gombak naik lrt, bas singgit, and jalan kaki punya jauh ke asrama kawan. Because I plan nak tido sana. At that time, I really nak request my brother to buy me a cute skuter je nak ulang-alik nanti bila dah sambung degree dekat gombak. Well, kereta masih tak mampu lagi rasanya. Lagipula, my family is kind of "kalau kau nak sesuatu, usaha for it" on your own. So wait kereta haa, I buy you one day. After I have collected a big mountain of money haha of course lepas I dah grad and kerja. 

Malam tu, sempat lagi ke IKEA. Makan zuper duper delicious meat balls and their kek badam and sup hari ini. Really, after been a while tak lepak dengan my best friends, because derang busy kan baru masuk daftar degree kan and I havent even finished cfs yet ya right. So sadis lah me. We have a nice chit chat about what things going on, although we know apa je jadi because we have our own whatsapp group kan, haha. Then, balik uia again. 

Esok tu, lily balik uiam pj sorang-sorang sebab nak siapkan assignment. Minggu ni memang busy gila sebab nak final dah and dah nak start study week dah tapi kami baru nak busy buat kerja. So semalam I buat preparation for demonstrative presentation. I really love what am I doing for that demo, as I use a tree branch to make a crown stick. Today, dah siap present dah. Haha rasa nak gi photoshoot je pakai crown stick tu. Tapi nampaknya I have to make another one because I have already gave it to my fellow co-presenter for helping me finding the dahan pokok as a present. Terima-kasih present for him. I think that is all for today.

Wish me luck-esok kuiz drama "The Glass Menagerie" and I still tak start baca pun lagi. 

SOMETHINK VOLUME 4

A little bit update from the other day photoshoot with my best-friend from middle school aka ZTILUTPII and my instagram friend, RAFIDAH. That day we shot a bunch of pictures to be uploaded on my instagram shop account, @SOMETHINKBYLILY. I truly love somethink, it means everything to me. I hope with it, I can be succeed one day. Insha Allah.

Right now, somethink is kinda promoting the new shirt which is volume 4. So, we decided to promote our shirt by offering free photoshoot to everybody who want us to take their pictures. I mean us is basically, le partner and I. Yes, I have already mentioned it before right my partner is the official photographer for somethink. So, the photo can be viewed under le hashtag #ootdsomethink as you can see they all donning somethink's shirt.

 I still remember the first time we launched SOMETHINK SHIRT. That time around, we only printed 10 to 20 pieces. Just to see, how much respond we have from the customer. Volume 1 only have one colour at first and that would be white. Alhamdulillah, after I take some photo at the beach, edited and upload it at my own instagram, we managed to sell them all. Now, believe it or not ? We have come out with 4 design of somethink shirt. 

Just a simple design. Because who would want a shirt full with pictures ? Well, there is one but I just prefer a simple one. Actually, it is not me who designed the shirt. It is my other partner hard work but I am the one who take away all the credits. Im sorry, pal. Not ma fault either. Who are the one who put the instagram name as SOMETHINKBYLILY ? haha.

 I shall give the big attributions to my friends, Rafidah and Ztilutpii. Hope that they can promote somethink a little bit "bersungguh" for me. I hope. 

Ini aksi bajet sweet katanya haha. But, we had a good time together that evening.

The picture came out too smooth right > hah I truly love the new camera / upgrade from 7D canon to 6D. Haha so better be watch out girls, more amazing picture way to upload after zis. Hah, I cant waitttttttttt.

Last words from me, dont forget to buy somethink new design okay > ? And submit your photo to me to be uploaded on the instagram shop SOMETHINKBYLILY. Have faith in Allah, as Him is the best Giver Ever. Percaya pada rezeki ada di mana-mana. 

THOUGHTSY FRIDAY : COLOUR

WHAT TYPE OF PERSON ARE YOU ?

Pernah terfikir jenis apakah peribadi anda ? Bila duduk termenung, terkadang terfikir, jenis orang yang macam mana aku sebenarnya. Soalan ni sebetulnya diri sendiri tak boleh tentukan kan ? Sebab mungkin kita akan tersalah tafsir, atau akan terlebih over-defining diri kita sendiri. Mungkin dalam hal ni, kita boleh mintak kawan atau family bagitahu kita, kita the truth is, what ?

 Selalu terfikir, am I right or wrong ? Orang suka aku tak ? Aku perasan ke kalau aku rasa aku ni baik ? Ada ke orang terasa hati dengan aku, betul ke aku tak membenci orang tak mengata orang, mengumpat ? Mengumpat ya, bila kita memberitahu orang lain perihal laku buruk orang terhadap orang lain. Boleh jadi fitnah bila, kita bagitahu orang lain, perihal orang tersebut berlaku buruk tetapi dia sebenarnya tidak. Kuatkah aku nak menahan godaan untuk berhenti define orang, atau says dreadful thing about people. Jawapan untuk soalan aku sendiri, stop.

STOP OVER-THINKING

Berhenti ambik tahu hal sesiapa, because hanya kita sendiri ada authority untuk ubah benda tak sepatutnya kita nak buat. Susah, sangat susah. Sejujurnya, aku elak dari percakapan nak menasihati orang bab agama or buat benda baik kerna aku juga manusia biasa, masih perlu ilmu untuk dicari as for me, I would be the one who seek other people's opinion whether good or bad. Slowly, change it. From the inside to the outside.

First, my goal from now on. Tak perlu tunggu permulaan awal tahun or ramadhan, start from now. I want to spread good vibes through the people I met, the people lived around me, the people who are with me, start to appreciate apa yang orang-orang ni dah sumbangkan dalam hidup kita. Look at how much effort they put, just to see us smile and I will do the same. I will do the same to the people, its not that, what they pay, they will get it back. No.

COLOURING MY LIFE BEAUTIFULLY

Rasa macam nak tulis poem je untuk homework kelas poetry guna frasa tu. Yep, colour my life beautifully. I started to love all the colour that we have in all the monochromatic colour scale. From what I read, people with vibrant's favourite colour tend to have great personality through all the colour presented. That is why, wherever I go, to what place I visit, to many colourful things that I have seen, I take pictures of it and share it through my social account. Twitter, Facebook, Blog and Instagram preferably.

I took a long way to type this, because I need a good words for you to read because I know whoever visiting my page, would read it. Thanks for grant me support because my blog notifications viewer keep increasing each day if I post a new entry. Haha macam ayat biasa dari Ashh Annas, abunk rasa nak menangis tepi bucu katil je sebab terharu. Haha, sokey stalk pun  stalk lah, tak kesah. I appreciated all of you sudi rate kan my blog's rating. As long as jangan buat ayat "dont copy others, be yourself". Orang gini tak nak kasi kredit langsung dekat orang yang kasi inspiration dekat dia. Bak kata my friends Rafidaaaaaaaah, I paling tak suka orang buat ayat gitu, rasa nak kasi kaki je. Haha apapun kawan, first time I jumpa orang yang sokong I. I laff you babe.

Because tak payah lah terang-terang kita nak tulis, do not copy others kan, apa salahnya kalau kita take it as inspiration ? Semua orang tak lari dari idea sama, so jangan put the hard feelings on apa jua orang buat, menyesakkan hati je. Be chill, okay ? Syurga tak lari ke mana, akhirnya kita semua di situ juga. Insha Allah.

Hope my full length paragraph today can bring joy to you.
Sama-sama kita share aura positif okay ?
Till then, wait for my another entry. Malam ni nak bertolak ke Perak.
Ah tak zabarnyaaaaaaaaaaa. And oh, another photoshoot with ztilutpii and rafidah to post.
Stay tuned.

PANTAI KLEBANG

Ke klebang selepas one day dekat jonker walk. 

One thing I tell you what, jangan gi ke klebang if masa tu 1 petang okay kalau tak nak masuk hospital seminggu sebab dehydrated, and a big no no park kereta you dekat dengan timbunan pasir situ. If tanak dengar ittew punya nasihat, jangan gelabah bila tayar kereta tertimbus pasir halus itu okayh. Believe me, ittew hampir pengsan cemas bila tayar kereta stuck haritu. Terasa bagai ditinggalkan mati keseorangan di padang pasir luas dan paling penting non hado orang nak tolong ekau masa tu. 

My short vacation to Malacca, The Historical City On 31st August 2014.

Ni ajet ajet pose jauh merantau luas pemandangan agaknya mih mih 

Sebab kawasan timbunan pasir ni luas, so warna dia agak sama je langit dengan pasir. Memang rasa macam berada dekat Dubai dah. Actually dari leklok pakai pants alih alih tukar nak pakai kain pulak sebab nak samakan baju ala ala bendera Jalur Gemilang gittew dengan merah biru kuning. 

Selamat Menyambut Hari Kemerdekaan Yang Ke 57 Malaysiaku Terchenta. I Laff You.

And thats all for today.

THANK YOU for reading my entry. 

DREAM ON FOREVER

I found love in Taman Saujana, Putrajaya.
If I had been given an option, I would like to dream on having a romantic wedding day there.
So lovely, with my minimal makeup on, white wedding dress, and all my family members and friends there. I would turned out to be the most beautiful bride on my own big day.
Im not a big fans of flowers actually, but the combinations of bright and cheerful colours put me at ease.
Im happy and would not ask for more. It would be even perfect if my favourite flower, Lily (yep bcoz of my name I love this flower) could be all over the place. The fragrance of Lily's flower excite me. The part #2 of my own dream BIG DAY will be continued, stay tuned.

 Thanx for reading my entry.